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To The Puppet Master You drilled a hole into my heart, And planted a seed there, It grew to proportions I just couldn't bear. At first it was fine, Just growing with in me, Then it grew large and ripped my soul out. You laugh at what you've done, Like you played a trick on me, Boaring a hole into my head like one of your cheap marionettes, Just so you could attatch the strings, To control me, Well no more, I've cut the ties that bind me. I am finally free from your wrath, The only problem is that I have no path. Where am I to go with out my puppet master, So I just fold over and lay there like one of your cheap marionettes P

Depression is like a darkness that shadows over our souls and makes them dark and dreary.The shadow covers us from good forcing us to evaluate the evil. It's not until the darkness fades that our souls will fly. The darkness weighs us down.

I keep trying to walk away, Leave of instead of trying to stay. I don't want to stay, But the ties, They bind so tight, I can't leave, Even if you feed me lies. The lies of you know you love me, Because I don't really know. I have no feeling for you anymore, Except the urge to go. The urge to go away, But the ties bind me tightly, I have no choice, But to stay.

You ass hole, You're doing it again, You're just about to ditch me, I don't think we can be friends. Don't tell me it's important to you, Do you know what this would say, That this thing is more important than me, And you'd rather I go away. You tell me it's not a big deal, But it sure the hell is to me, Ditch me now, ditch me forever, That's all that I can see. You expect me to be OK with it, You tell me that it's OK, But you broke your word to me, And now you have to pay. Because if you don't pay, For last night when I cried, You wouldn't pay for my saddened soul, Or where my body ly... When my body would be there on the

You know I'm glad you don't love me, I don't need to be loved, I don't need to be held or told "I love you", No, I don't need love, And while we're at it..., Do birds really need to fly, They have feet, Why don't the stupid creatures just walk. I don't need love, Just like birds don't need to fly, And fish don't need to swim, I don't need love. Because to me love, Is a wish blown away, By the wind.

Dear lord, where went the friend I used to know, Can you tell him I miss him so. Can you tell him to stop trying to change his identity, With the changes he made allowing him to hide from me. Oh Lord, tell me where his demeanor has gone, The one that always used to flip my happy switch on. The one that made me smile and grin, And always made me feel as if i would win. If I ever find this friend, I'll tell him I love him, And ask him to come back again. So Lord, if you find my friend, Give him this message the one I send. Be happy my friend, I wish you to see, That when your happy, Your happiness rubs onto me. So Lord, when y

Down again I go, Into this world of complete sorrow, Feeling this world of complete strife, Wanting to leave behind this pointless life. Wanting to end it, Leave it behind, Watching it walk down the road, And turning as it winds. I feel lifeless like a ragdoll, With the body being so meaningless and small. I wish i had a purpose, A small reason to live, a reason I could never forget, One that wouldn't let me give... Give my life away, To the beings in this place, I'd rather have it their way, So they couldn't throw it in my face. I guess it's better this way, To let my life go by, Letting it go without a care, Never wanti